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Senior pastor of First Congregational United Church of Christ. Ordained in May, 1983. Called to First Congregational UCC in August, 1994. Retired July 1, 2018.
David Walters: “Charlottesville”

David Walters: “Charlottesville”

A poem written by David after the white supremacist demonstrations in Charlottesville. His language is raw and vivid and impassioned, but hopeful, too, always hopeful. And there is even room for pity for the demonstrators themselves: “Were they ever shown loving kindness?”

Charlottesville

Animated ideas rise as gray ghosts in the summer night,
Feral cats prowling littered alleys looking for a fight,
Drawn hungrily to rotting smells of offal’s slippery bed,
Cold bodies dragged up that many had thought dead.

Barefaced lies unearthed approved by Nazi hate,
An archaic power wakens to separate the righteous race
From Jews, blacks, gays, and brown faces,
Eliminate race pollution, keep order, divide to make safe.

Our enraged brothers and sisters wildly brawl pell mell,
Burning lava bursting into bigotry, racism and hot hell!
What terrible wounds torment such desperate souls!
Were they ever shown loving kindness instead of woes?

Will death hunt us all down till there’s no more light?
Or will we bestir ourselves to face white supremacy’s alt right?
Moments come when the living stand up against the cruel,
An ancient remnant remembers that it’s time to speak true.

Declare with untethered strength who God created us to be,
Love’s children strong and creative, tall trees growing free,
It’s not too late! though hounds of Hades loudly bay,
In each age and place we have to begin, today.

david walters
August 2017

David Walters: “watching sparrows”

David Walters: “watching sparrows”

A wonderful poem about humility, about neither overstating or understating our own place among all God’s creatures …

watching sparrows

I don’t think that I like house sparrows.
Brassy, aggressive and flying in feathered gangs,
Scaring smaller chickadees, nuthatches and juncos
who are eating and singing their carols.
Sparrows can use their thick beaks like sharp fangs.

They crush and eat our cracked corn or sunflower seeds,
Pushing and shoving away even their own kindred.
They don’t wear prayer shawls, read a bible or use rosary beads,
Each one is too busy fighting for victory and to get ahead.

Then one day I watched a sparrow stop, and ponder,
Or so it seemed, as he reminded me of me.
Did he pause to see how hard he strove and did he wonder
Why he scrabbled all out to fill his belly in each deed?

Because I have often judged sparrows they may not like me.
But I see now they are only being who God created them to be.
And since in truth, “God’s eye is on the sparrow!”
He seems happy with them just as they are,
so maybe there is hope for you and me.

david walters
February 2015

David Walters: “I am content”

David Walters: “I am content”

Two a half years ago, just before my retirement, David sent me this poem. He wrote in his email:

“I very much enjoyed reading your book on Ecclesiates!! Made me look not only more deeply into what he was saying but also into how I understand and how I live my life with insight and faith as one.

The following is a poem that draws from some of the book and my own faith. I am submitting it to a poetry contest in Northfield with the theme, “Poetic Living Wills,” as we are asked to write about how we look at death and living.”

It is now, some two years later, an extraordinary testament to David’s readiness for death, because of how grateful he was for his life. It reflects the wisdom and clarity of a man who has learned what it is that matters, who understands the wondrous privilege of loving and being loved.

I don’t know that I have reached the point of his unquestioned contentment, but I am working on it!

I am content
“…chasing the wind…”

I am content!
Time will come when no one remembers me,
Family, friends gone, leaving not a hint!
Nothing I have done, or built, is left to see,
Hard work, success, achievements, illusions!
I am free,
Relieves me of confusion,
I am content.

Today, I love and hold you close,
Dearest wife! you my brothers, sisters,
Strangers became friends giving me hope!
Still, does not death come ever closer?
Joyfully we make plans for tomorrow!
Confront our terror, trust in something greater,
Accept the final loss that brings sorrow!
I am content.

Crossing through dark waters of death,
I will forget things I left behind,
Except for when I loved without regret!
Not when I was right! but whenever I was kind,
Working for justice with humor our human majesty.
Moments I forgot myself the best times!
The wise man of Ecclesiastes speaks of mortal frailty,
Be thankful, he says, “All else is vanity!”

I am content.

David Walters: man of faith, husband, father, grandfather, poet, friend

David Walters: man of faith, husband, father, grandfather, poet, friend

My heart is broken. I am devastated to learn today of the sudden death of my friend, David Walters. He and his wife, Debbie, were members of our church in Waterloo, Iowa, faithful and engaged members, careful and honest practitioners of their faith, both of them highly intelligent and introspective, unparalleled in their commitment not merely to mouth the values of the gospel, but to live them.

David WaltersDavid was a poet, sharing his poems with me during my tenure at the church and still as we have both lived in retirement half a country apart. His poems are sometimes hard to read, because they expose the world as it is in all its cruelty and hypocrisy and injustice, but never, never despairing, always holding up the bright light of hope, hope rooted in a compassionate and faithful God, for all to see.

I grieve for a world without David’s voice, his voice that will not let us look away from the hurt and need around us, his voice that prods our consciences and pricks our apathy, his voice that invites us to rest, to believe and to rest and to live, within the loving embrace of the Lord.

As a tribute to David, and as avenue to permit his voice to be heard still, I intend to publish here in my online journal in these days before Christmas some of the poems David has shared with me. I begin with a poem especially dear to me because it was written during a sojourn shared by David and Debbie and me and other dear friends from the First Congregational United Church of Christ to Scotland and the Isle of Iona. Here is his poem …

finding Iona

Soon, the moment will pass and Iona will be a memory.
But the pictures we colored in our minds each day,
Of Scotland’s undomesticated beauty and perfect symmetry,
Will long remain etched beyond what words can say.
Yet I believe that the heart of Iona is not in what we see.
It lies at the center of where we feel
The love of One who lived and died without asking a fee.
And now dances laughing with anyone who would be free.
The vision of Iona reminds us of what we forgot,
Of two people who walk side by side willing to accept the cost.
They are you and me, broken and lost,
Until by faith we joined hands and became one with Him
whom we sought.

david walters
May 2015,
Isle of Iona, Scotland

The Gift

The Gift

(A new poem based on and inspired my introduction to yesterday’s sermon.)

it’s all gift
     old tree stump beside the path covered over with green moss sprouts new spruce seedlings of deeper green from its top
     oaks and maples and birches along the road dappled in ochre and magenta and burnt orange offer a last lingering visual treat before long months of unrelenting gray
     fire in the hearth sparks and crackles taking the edge off the chill and intimating deep mysteries of the universe in its dancing flames

it’s all gift
     eagle glides on still wings surveying its edgeless domain
     seal soars for a magical moment above the waves before plunging back into the sea
     young girl soars on a backyard swing freed from ground and gravity

it’s all gift
     young Misty speaks her Name to crawdads and crows and creeks and they speak their Names to her and the world is suddenly enlarged and I don’t want the novel to end
     young Sierra’s fingers dance fantastically over the strings of her mandolin and I don’t want the music to end
     old man climbs down the tawny scree slope nine miles and three summits in and I don’t want the hike to end

it’s all gift
     this earth, this life, my every breath

When he comes, what will he do?

When he comes, what will he do?

The sermon I preached yesterday morning at Deer Isle Sunset Congregational Church, broadcast via Zoom and Facebook …

It’s all gift, all of it:

the vista from the ledges on the brow of Blue Hill, stretching from the mountains of Acadia across Blue Hill Bay and Penobscot Bay to the Camden Hills,

the brightly-colored leaves — orange and yellow and red — providing a last visual treat before long months of chill and darkness,

the fire that sparks and crackles, taking the edge off the chill and intimating deep mysteries of the universe in its dancing flames.

It’s all gift, all of it:

the eagle gliding on still wings, the lobster flapping its tail as it is lifted from the trap, the harbor seal leaping from the waves,

the dip of a paddle, the filling of a sail, the crash of a breaking wave.

It’s all gift, all of it:

the tangy freshness of a scallop ceviche, the robust aroma of roasting coffee (even of you don’t like coffee!), the table set for two or four or for a whole extended family,

your granddaughter swinging on a backyard swing, the young soccer player launching an arcing shot on net, the person listening on the other end of the phone call,

the novel you wish would never end, the music you wish would never end, the painting that pulls you into its world — enthralling, consuming.

It’s all gift, all of it:

the one lying next to you in the bed and the one lying in a bed across the road and the one lying in a bed on the other side of the world.

It’s all gift, all of it:

your work, your family, your community, your neighbors, your nation, this world, your life — your life, your very next breath.

It’s all gift.

It’s all gift — this garden, this vineyard, this earth — given to us, given to you and to me, given to all of us, every one of us, to enjoy and to tend, to be blessed by the tending, and to offer blessing by the tending.  It is given freely, in joy for the sake of joy, with only one condition: that the landowner, the gift-giver, the laird, the Lord, be given his share of the harvest.

And what is his share of the harvest?  Justice.  This is what the landowner, the gift-giver, the Lord. wants … justice.

He wants a just tending of the earth: appreciating and preserving and protecting its beauty and its bounty, taking from it what we may with gratitude and with humility, but not exploiting or abusing or taking for granted, tending it with care for the sake of the generations that will live after us on this earth and for the sake of the earth itself.

He wants a just tending of the vulnerable ones among us, of those easily overlooked or even pushed aside because of age or gender or race or nationality or disability or disease or circumstance.

He wants a just tending of the fruits of the garden, understanding and applying the fundamental truth that this garden does not belong to us, but is given to us for the blessing of all of us.

So, when he comes, what will he do?  When the owner of the vineyard comes, what will he do?

He wants his share of the harvest!  He wants justice!  But we have wittingly poured carbon into the earth’s atmosphere, causing fundamental change to climate and weather patterns and putting life, all life on this planet, at risk.  Our nation is already and will increasingly suffer the effects of climate change: heat waves, drought, heavy downpours, sea level rise, declining water supplies, reduced agricultural yields, increasing ocean acidity, disappearing fisheries, wildfires, insect outbreaks, disease spreading among plants and animals and humans.  A recent United Nations study reported that one million animal and plant species are now threatened with extinction, many within decades, more than ever before in human history, due primarily to the direct and indirect effects of human exploitation and disturbance of their habitat.

He wants his share of the harvest!  He wants justice!  But Proud Boys are told to “stand by” and an officer of the state pins the neck of a black man with his knee for eight minutes and forty-six seconds, not because he must but because he can.  Children are forcibly separated from their parents at our borders, and hardworking, tax-paying heads of household are unjustly deported.  And in our nation, three out of four women have experienced verbal sexual harassment,  two out of four have been sexually touched without their permission, and one of every four women have survived sexual assault.

He wants his share of the harvest!  He wants justice!  But the top 0.1% of Americans hold more wealth than the bottom 80%.  Three single individuals, three men, hold more wealth than the bottom half of the entire US population combined.

He wants his share of the harvest!  He wants justice!  But the church of which we are a part, the larger community of women and men who choose to call ourselves by Christ’s name, are as bitterly divided against each other as the nation as a whole.  How can that be?  How can it be that people who love Jesus (or at least claim to), how can it be that people who commit themselves to following Jesus (or at least claim to), can hold such divergent social values and political loyalties?  Is Jesus that opaque, that unclear?  Or is it us?  Are we not paying close enough attention?  Are we all not paying close enough attention to what Jesus says matters most?  It was his prayer, after all, that we be one –that we be one — and he said that the world will know we belong to him by our love for each other.

The landowner, the gift-giver, the Lord, wants his share of the harvest!  He wants justice!

And what about you?  What lies in your heart?  What bitterness lingers there?  What grudges do you harbor there?  Whom do you exclude from your care, from your consideration, from your love?  From whom have you become estranged, either by their choice or yours or by simple neglect?

When he comes, what will he do?  When the owner of the vineyard comes, what will he do?

He will kill them!  He will kill these evil men!  He will kill these faithless tenants!  He will kill … us?

Will he?

Whose words are these?  Whose words are these?  These are the words of the scholars, the teachers, the rabbis, the pastors, the imams.  These are our words, not Jesus’ words.  This is our way — the way of payback, revenge, settling scores — not Jesus’ way.

When he comes, what will he do?

In Jesus Christ, the man of Nazareth, our crucified and risen Savior,
     you have come to us
     and shared our common lot,
     conquering sin and death
     and reconciling the world to yourself.

In Jesus Christ, you have come to us, you — our God, our Lord, the landowner, the gift-giver.  In Jesus Christ, you have come to us, not judging, but saving, not killing, but being killed, not taking back, but giving more, not cutting off, but reconciling.  Reconciling.  Bringing back together.  Overcoming divides.  Repairing broken relationships.  Reconciling us, reconciling the world, to yourself.

It’s all gift.  The generous One is generous again and generous still.  He has come to us and he comes to us still in order to restore and to fulfill the purpose of his gift.  He has come to us and he comes to us still, conquering sin and death and reconciling.  He has come to us and he comes to us still to make his business our business, to make the business of conquering sin and death our business, to make the business of reconciling our business.  This is how we honor him, this is how we show our gratitude, by giving him his share of the harvest, by doing the ongoing work of reconciliation.

There is a simple prayer service written by the Iona Community in Scotland that is one of my favorites.  At the church I pastored in Waterloo, Iowa, we would use this service each year on Wednesday evenings during the season of Lent.  The service includes a time of shared, directed prayers that begins like this:

We bring to God
someone whom we have met or remembered today
and for whom we want to pray …

We bring to God
someone who is hurting tonight and needs our prayer …

We bring to God
a troubled situation in our world tonight …

But then there is this:

We bring to God, silently,
someone whom we find hard to forgive or trust …

This is the work of reconciliation!  Whom do you find hard to forgive?  Whom do you find hard to trust?  From whom have you become estranged?  With whom do you need to be reconciled?

It is a place to start, a place from which the ripple effects of being reconciled may spread.  We begin to change the world by changing ourselves.  We become reconciled to God as we reconcile ourselves to each other.

The prayers end with this invitation:

We bring ourselves to God
that we might grow in generosity of spirit,
clarity of mind,
and warmth of affection …

Warmth of affection …  Clarity of mind …  Generosity of spirit …  May it be so.  May it be so …